Our relationship is over, I understand that and I have even moved on and am very happy with my life. Although, that doesn’t mean my heart doesn’t belong to you. Having a first love is something everyone experiences in life and you were by far my first love. We didn’t get to stay friends and I accepted that even though keeping you in my life, as a friend would have been better than nothing.

It was easy deciding I wanted to love you with all my heart and even easier letting you know this. The laughs we shared, the memories we made, even the silly arguments we had all showed me you were someone I would care and love for the rest of my life.

Giving you my heart will never be something I regret, I am still confident in my choice even though its years later. My decision helped me grow as a person and helped me become the woman I am today. Thinking back on it, you were my best friend and deserved to be loved the way I loved you.

Moving on from you and from our crazy relationship was not an easy task. Now that I have the clarity I know you weren’t right for me and in the long run, we belong to other people. With that in mind, I know the next guy I fall in love with will not get the privilege I gave you. I believe that your first love is not always your last love but, I will admit I will never ask you for my the memories we share back or the love I unconditionally gave you.

I can only hope you are as happy as I am, I think about how you must be doing and where your life may be headed. One day I hope we both find the love we are meant to have but don’t forget you will always be the guy I loved first and will always be in my heart one way or another.