Hey Bestie,
To start things off, I’ll state the obvious. I miss you more than I can describe. Throughout my senior year, you were by my side-- as I did my speech, as I walked across the stage, as I had my graduation party. You helped me celebrate my 18th, and you helped me through all the lasts that seemed to hit me hardest.
Even before senior year, you were there through it all. You came to all my games, supported all my aspirations, and celebrated with me when I got my acceptance letters. I can’t express how thankful I am for all that you did for me and all the times you continued to help me towards the future when I felt like sitting down. I’m thankful for all the times you gave me an always listening ear and a shoulder to cry on.
These memories that bring me the most joy also bring me a sense of hurt. I hate that I can’t be with you in the flesh for all your lasts. I hate that I can no longer drive five minutes up the road when one of us is having a bad day or just because we always wanted to hang out.
I hate that your lasts are hitting you in the heart, but I’m not able to experience them with you. I hate that I can’t always be in the crowd watching you experience your big moments, since I don’t have the means to get there. I hate that we don’t always have the time to hang out or make plans because we’re busy with school and far away. Not only do I hate it, but I’m sorry for it.
However, there’s more that I want you to know. I may not be with you in the flesh, but I’m always rooting for you on my side of the state. I may not be able to drive to your house five minutes up the road to hang out, but I’m always willing to make time for you to come visit.
If you can’t come up, then I’m always open for FaceTime calls. I’m always available for a shoulder to cry on, a listening ear, advice, whatever it is you need at the time. Nothing has changed that. You are almost an exact replication of me and in the end, you are undoubtedly my person. Not a thing could change that. No matter who I meet here, you will always be the Meredith to my Yang. Lastly, I want you to know you deserve the absolute best and nothing less, so please always remember that.
Love you always.
Love,
Your Best Friend In College