Hi. It's been awhile since we talked. Mainly because you blocked me from literally every aspect of your life which I'm still trying to understand. I never did anything to you so I'm still trying to understand why you hate my guts. The first time I met you, you weren't the way I ever thought you'd turn out to be. You were kind considerate and at a time, I considered you my best friend. I was grateful I had you.
But quickly it got to be ridiculous...
You would get mad at me for petty shit. Like right before thanksgiving you got mad at me for hanging out with my two best friends of 5 years. I honestly thought it was a sick joke at first but that was not the case. You were literally pissed off at me, screenshotted it and made this hugeass deal about it. Like dude really? Grow up quit being petty. But you decided to take the petty route. And so what I chose to do was accept it and just move on from you and basically say bye.
So one day you posted something rude onto your Snapchat story about how if a true friend cared or something that they would try and fight for you and that you found it funny that I basically hadn't reached out to you since our "fight".
Well news flash, sweetheart.
I'm not going to just come back into your life after you talked major s*** and basically blocked me out for no reason at all. It was ridiculous. I honestly don't understand how someone so amazing and so sweet could turn bat s*** crazy within just a few months.
I was warned about you. How you had major jealousy issues. I honestly thought mine were bad but they're nothing compared to yours. I never really understood you. I tried too but I literally couldn't. You wouldn't allow it.
Around Christmastime you started showing yourself in my life again by saying you missed your best friend. I decided to give you a second chance mentally thinking "okay maybe she's chilled out some." Boy was I wrong. Not only did you show your true colors by going absolutely crazy psycho on me, but you showed me I didn't need you.
You chose to get super jealous and pissed off at me for throwing a New Year's Party that I WAS INVITED TO. You accused me of actually throwing a party when you know good and well where I live I'd never get away with that. Like honestly who does that? No one mature.
I tried so hard so many times to stay your friend even though you wanted nothing to do with me. I tried so hard to be your friend and during our first big fight, I honestly felt so freaking bad. So bad. I begged you to come back into my life. I took blame for being the worst friend ever just to have you back.
Now many of you might think "Wow she's still salty, why is that?" Well it's mainly because I went through old pictures on Instagram the other day and I found one of my sister that particular person and I, and it just hit me. Why? I couldn't tell you. But it did and now it's done.
I do wish you well in the mist of my saltiness and I hope that the universe is treating you right. This friendship wasn't meant to be and I'm honestly sorry about that. Because the times when we didn't hate each other, were the greatest of great times.
Enjoy the world.