It's Ok To Admit You've Changed

It's oK to admit you've changed

I know that it's okay to change and grow as a person. It's scary that new chapters open and some close, but that's the motions of life. How beautiful.


Honestly, I have always looked at change as an interesting converstation - change can be seen as a postive and a negative. How do you know you are changing for the good? Are you changing because of other people or are you changing for yourself? Are we changing with age or experiences?

I am scared to admit that I am a changed person. Because I am a changed person, I have lost incredible people in my life and gained relationships that I am beyond thankful for. But, changing doesn't happen over night. It happens to all of us. I have gone back and forth with my friends and family talking about change and growing with people who are also changing as well. I feel I have learned that people come into your life for a reason but their plan might not be to stay. They might come for a lesson or a memory that could shape the rest of your life, without you even knowing it.

What do you want to be when you "grow" up? I am still thinking about my answer. The true question is when is "growing up"? What's the age we are supposed to know all these answers by?

I have dreamed of working at Disney Land as a Princess, being a news anchor woman, working as a traveling nurse but my ultimate dream has always been to be a writer and to be in the magazine industry. Every time I am asked what I want to be when I grow up, my answer is always, unknown. Especially in today's age, the opprtunites are endless, why limit yourself to one path?

Change. Our minds change every day, what decisions we want to make changes every second and what we want to be when we "grow" up might never be answered.

Why am I scared of change? Why are you scared of change?

I am scared of change because I like feeling comfortable. I like knowing my surroundings and knowing who is going to be in my life to stay.

I can admit that I have changed and I am writing this and am proud. I am proud to say that I have changed for myself. I have realized that I lacked putting myself first when it comes to my needs and wants. I have worked to listen to my inner being and answer unresolved questions I had about myself.

I have found that working to be more intouch with yourself and who you are and who you want to be can help shape the person you are wanting to become or stray away from.

Changing and going through the motions of "moving on" in this lifetime can be frightening. We grow to love and enjoy where we are in life and in a blink of an eye, it can all change. Thankfully, I have realized that's a beautiful thing. We have the opportunity to meet so many incredible people whether they are here for good or not. We are able to see the world, spread love, and work to be something we have always dreamed of because of change.

I admit, I have changed and I am so happy. Change is what brings you to the future we are in and hopefully want to be in. I am happy to be present and to learn from others each day.

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40 Small Things That Make College Students Happy

It doesn't take much...

1. When class is canceled.

2. When the coffee shop you stop at five minutes before your 8 a.m. has a short line.

3. Coffee, coffee, coffee.

4. Open note tests.

5. Or even better, take home tests.

6. The unofficial assigned seating process that that takes place after the first week or so of classes.

7. Thursday nights. (because in college, Thursday qualifies as the weekend.)

8. Sales.

9. Or once again, even better, free things.

10. Specifically free food.

11. Dogs.

12. Dogs on campus.

13. Tailgates and Saturday afternoon football games.

14. Finding an already completed Quizlet for your exam.

15. Having an extra 30 minutes for a nap, and if you're lucky, an hour.

16. Netflix.

17. When your roommate takes out the trash.

18. Weekends after test weeks.

19. The rare blessing of a curve on an exam.

20. Getting out of class early.

21. How in college, it is socially expectable to wear a t-shirt everyday.

22. Being able to walk from class to class or eat in the dining hall without having to see anyone you know. (and thank goodness too because you probably don't look too good.)

23. Crossing things off of your to-do list.

24. Your best-friends that you make in college.

25. A full tank of gas.

26. Seeing a new face everyday.

27. Crawling back into bed after your 8 or 9 a.m. (or after any class that ends with a.m.)

28. Care packages.

29. No cover charges.

30. When adults tell you that it is okay that you have no idea what you want to do with your life yet. (regardless of what parents or your advisor may say.)

31. Pizza.

32. Finding out you weren't the only one who did poorly on the exam.

33. Deciding not to buy the textbook, and never needing it.

34. Finding the perfect gif to express how you're feeling. (Michael Scott just get it.)

35. Weekends at home because...

36. Pets.

37. Mom's home cooked pie and Dad's steak dinners,

38. Spring Break.

39. Road trips.

40. When it finally starts to cool down outside so you can show up to class dry instead of dripping in sweat.

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Everyone Should Experience Working In Fast Food Or Retail

Working in fast food was definitely not sunshine, lollipops, and rainbows, but I'm so glad I did it.


I know these jobs aren't glamorous. In fact, most days I looked forward to clocking out before I had even clocked in. I always secretly rolled my eyes when an angry customer droned on and on about how entitled he or she was. Though I can name a lot of bad things that happened on the job, it wasn't all horrible. As I reflect on my time working in fast food, I realize how much having that job really taught me and how grateful I am to have had that experience. I really think everyone should work in fast food or retail at some point, and here's why:

You make some great friends from work. I get it, sometimes your co-workers are royal jerks or flat out creeps. You see your name on the schedule next to theirs and immediately try switching with someone else. I've been there. However, I have worked with some amazing people as well.

Every time I worked with one girl in particular, we laughed for entire shifts. One night, we were singing the national anthem at the top of our lungs without realizing a customer had come in (to our surprise, she applauded our terrible screaming). Another coworker and I turned up the radio on full blast when business was slow and had dance battles. We made the most of our shifts, and I still talk to some of these people today.

You learn how to deal with difficult people. It's the age-old story: the uppity customer thinks twelve dollars for a meal combo is outrageous and Where is your manager?!

My friend and I were once called stupid and a customer said he would never come back to our restaurant to eat ever again. At the moment, we were scared out of our minds because we were both pretty new to the job. As time passed, we became more patient and tolerant and knew what triggered these particular customers. Dealing with these adversities definitely helps in the long run, particularly when it comes to doing group work with people who seem unbearable.

Your people skills increase by a landslide. I had always thought that I was great with people before I had a job. However, when I found myself in situations where I had to talk to strangers, I would grow nervous and stumble across my words from time to time. Working in an environment where communicating with others is a driving force helped me not only with improving my public speaking, but also made me more outgoing. In situations where I once backed into the corner to avoid having to talk to someone, I now take charge and initiate a conversation.

You establish a connection with regular customers. My favorite customer was named Jack. He was the sweetest old man who came in every Wednesday and Friday and bought food for himself and his wife. I quickly memorized his order, which impressed him. We shared pleasantries every time he came in, and my coworkers and I looked forward to seeing him.

Establishing a relationship with people who come in a lot helps immensely when it comes to working. It also provides a sense of accomplishment when you memorize an order. Not to mention, the customers start to like you and typically leave a generous tip!

You have stories to tell for a lifetime! Sometimes bad things happen at work. Once I was holding a hot pan and burned my arm— I still have the burn mark on my arm to prove it. My point is, it sucked at the moment, but now I look back and laugh.

One time I asked my coworker how to make soup and she replied, "Slowly, but beautifully." It was so nonchalant that I cracked up for hours. There was also a time when a customer asked me for outlandish toppings and condiments that we didn't offer. The craziest story, though, was the drug deal that went down in our public restrooms. My coworker and I obviously could not leave our station and follow these people into the bathroom, so we were pretty much defenseless. Nobody got hurt or anything, so it made for a great story.

Working in fast food was definitely not sunshine, lollipops, and rainbows, but I'm so glad I did it. It made me more independent and outgoing and gave me memories I'll never forget.

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