the world had seemed okay, father
the city skyline marked the setting sun,
a myriad of fading orange and yellow hues
the darkening mirage filled me
with the joy of my youth, the good old times
with the sickly sweet popsicles that soothed my scorched taste buds that summer day
with the gently mellow breeze that shuffled my languid hair that spring morning
with the steaming hot chocolate that warmed my shivering heart that winter night
with the satisfying crunch of dead leaves that churned beneath my feet that autumn evening
and from the dim-lit corner of my silent room,
I hid away from society, a bubble of oblivion
and in my mind,
I replaced needs with wants
replaced reality with vanity
but in my perfect world of gold and silver,
a static roared to life upon a flickering screen, awakened with a single click
it became a guardian of even greater riches, exotic to my eyes
a king of even greater power, unknown to my heart,
but its words drilled into my mind and soul like a disease,
a glimpse of the truth outside
and secret veiled within my blinking box
that drowned me in white, blinding noise.
the world has gone insane, father
channel iv: henan, china
purge us of our devilish intentions,
which thrive in holy halls,
spawned by satan's spear dipped in blood and sweat
brothers and sisters in christ
cheated by a false god: a cultural revolution,
find death on the path to eternal life
beaten, dragged, and thrown into the yellow river,
away from the bustling illusion of prosperous city lights,
they cried for peace, love, and hope
drowned among the screams of believers
taken hostage by police with clubs in their hands and hate rippling in their eyes
burned are their bibles, their hopeful refuge
burned are their crosses, their faithful savior
burned are their churches, their only sanctuary
yet, they still sing
praising from within underground churches, lit with only a single flame
away from prying eyes, they fall
to their knees, hands held above their heads and tears streaming down their darkened cheeks
as they clutch torn bible clippings to their chests,
with last prayers lingering on their blue lips
channel iii: atlanta, georgia
purge us of our colored bias
which lurk in courthouse sessions,
born from the relentless pursuit against illegal drugs
black men, brown youths of the twenty first century,
roam with targets on their backs
reeking of suspicion and criminal filth
a boy, 14, stopped on the streets for carrying an oversized duffel bag
a teen, 17, pulled over on the highway for driving a new maserati
a man, 46, shot on the steps of his house for pulling out his wallet
an elder, 78, died in prison for neglecting to pay his legal fines
the new jim crow, ironic in the age of colorblindness,
plagues ghettos and inner cities
rounded up like cattle, one in seven,
black men disappear from public eye, leaving behind
children, wives, mothers, friends
in exchange for bleak walls, iron bars, and orange jumpsuits
silently defiant, these men comply
crushed under lifetime sentences for minor crimes
unable to afford lawyers with their jingling jars of pennies
and for those of more fortunate stature,
their identity is stolen and replaced by another: felon
channel ii: kobani, syria
purge us of our bloodlust,
the rage of total war on innocent civilians
cultivated by the quest for political autonomy
for seven years, silence ceased to exist
the decimation of parliament squares,
fueled by hatred of government corruption,
challenge the lives of half a million
the expansion of a foreign islamic state
charged by Allah and his hymns
purify the westernized culture of joy and freedom
death spreads its black cloak
stifling the whimpers of the homeless
and now, safety, a word already foreign to its people
disappears without a trace
a girl lost her entire family, a feat not uncommon
her mother, emaciated by starvation
her father, pierced by shrapnel
her sister, crushed by rubble
her brother, poisoned by rebel ideology
eventually, she lost herself to the demons inside her head
channel i: rakhine state, myanmar
purge us of our self-supremacy,
the selfless acts against ethnic minorities
fostered by a greed for land, power, and resource
the bones of rohingya muslims from rakhine
litter the coast of bengal
as they flee from bullet storms and bomb squads of their own country
which proclaim homogeneity of burmean race
indiscriminate killing, a ritual concealed to the rest of the world,
force families into monsoon rains with tarps as shields
they run in the dead of night, with wheat bushels curling at their feet,
from the terror that stems from nightmares and the persecution that reigns in hell
villages, covered in blood splatter, are blasted to rubble
women, cloaked in black disguise, are raped at no mercy
men, burdened with rifles and guns, are mutilated beyond recognition
children, accustomed to constant warfare, are striped of their rights to live
nonetheless, they surge for the light of glory,
a homeland to claim as their own,
forevermore and always