The moment "Grey's" lovers have waited for has finally arrived. We had reluctantly looked at the sneak peek pictures, stumbled upon this half season's hints, and have watched the mid-season premiere trailer too many times we'd like to admit. While it had only been a little over two months, it seemed like a lifetime with the way the mid-season finale left off. Who is Riggs? Is he Owen's brother? Owen's transgendered sister? What's next for the drama between Amelia and Meredith? What will Jo's answer be to Alex's abrupt marriage proposal?

It all seemed too much, especially with what we knew was coming in this premiere episode...

So, with that being said, here are some thoughts I think we all had during the mid-season premiere of "Grey's Anatomy."

1. Hellllooo Meredith, it's been too long. (Two months, but who's counting?)

2. Am I the only one who is noticing that scar on her throat?

3. Move out? Alex lives with Meredith and Pierce? If Jolex is dunzo, I'll cry.

4. Lol, there's a firetruck, here we go.

5. This is so intense already, it's only been 30 seconds, I'm not prepared.

6. This guy seems nice, too bad he's going to beat up Meredith in a few minutes. *sigh*

7. Annnnnnd he's seizing.

8. This doesn't seem good. Nope. Nope. Nope. Bye.

9. This is too calm. I know what you're up too, Shonda.

10. Meredith, turn around. Oh my god.

11. Of course the door is closed, of course.

12. I'm really gonna have Shonda Rhimes by the end of this, huh?

13. Oh, thank god they found her.

14. KAREV, KEEP IT TOGETHER.

15. Amelia, stop being dramatic and move.

16. Oh Jackson, I've missed looking at you every week.

17. Her lung is collapsing, wonderful.

18. "Everyone in this damn room is her family." Stop. My heart.

19. Omg Grey, move your fingers, move your damn fingers.

20. Karev's always comin' in clutch.

21. Even cracking open a jaw, Jackson still looks gorgeous.

22. Was that an appropriate thought to have at a time like this?

23. I wish Yang were here.

24. What would Derrick have done?

25. Oh my god, Derrick.

26. I really hate Shonda Rhimes.

27. Yesss Richard, throw Amelia out.

28. OK, she still can't hear. Cool.

29. Oh my god, finally some noise.

30. OK, this is heartbreaking. I can't handle her crying.

31. She can hear!

32. In someone else's weird fantasy, did you think they were about to kiss? K, just me? Nevermind. #merev

33. I also love sassy Meredith.

34. Jo and Karev. Ugh, my heart, please don't break it.

35. Awe Arizona, you little angel putting makeup on her.

36. Stop, they brought the kids!

37. Zola is breaking my heart into a million pieces.

38. I legitimately despise Shonda Rhimes.

39. I still don't know how I feel about this Penny and Meredith bonding thing.

40. I love Richard and Meredith's relationship.

41. Can Richard be like, my grandpa?

42. Couldn't be a "Grey's" episode without Avery and Kepner.

43. Oh my God, she agreed to meet Lou.

44. Welp, here comes the tears. Thanks, Shonda.

45. Why can't my hair be as voluminous as Amelia's?

46. Meredith telling Karev to go to Jo. Yesss.

47.Was I the only one who thought Karev was gonna walk in a Jo with someone else? Oops.

48. I wasn't emotionally prepared for this episode.

49. I'm pretty sure Shonda Rhimes was sent down to this Earth with the pure purpose of terrorizing us all.

50. Now I'm sitting here like...

Until it all starts over.