Spring is the start of new things. That's why it is and always will be my favorite season.
I know a lot of people see the new year as a time to start new activities and become a "different" person. I, for one, think spring is the best time to start new things since nature is basically starting over, why shouldn't you?! That being said, I'm not sure whether this happens every spring to me or not but I've recently had this strong urge to take on new hobbies and gain new experiences.
I'm not sure how or if they're actually going to take hold, BUT I can dream, right?
1. Photography
Because I'm a journalism major I'm obviously interested in writing but in the last few years, I've been really jealous of my friends who have nice cameras and take really great pictures. so, I decided that I was going to beg my parents to get me a nice camera and then try to just figure it all out myself. I then realized that I should probably at least have some background knowledge on what I'm doing so maybe, just maybe I should take a class.
But here I am, a second-semester sophomore and none of those things have happened yet. One of my good friends is even in a film photography class and I went to develop photos with one afternoon and it truly was one of the best experiences of my life. And my goal is not at all to become a professional and be trusted to take people's wedding pictures. But, instead, the goal is to be good enough that I enjoy what I'm doing and that other people appreciate it.
2. Playing Guitar
I know everyone and their brother probably plays guitar but I still want to. I've played other instruments and I kind of miss that part of my life. Having a place to channel your energy that is equal past pleasurable and demanding is something I need. Plus I desire a routine and think to have something to practice every day would be good for me. Besides, the thirteen-year-old emo in me still dreams of being in a band. I also have a passion for alternative rock so being able to emulate my favorite bands is my ultimate dream.
3. Skateboarding
Okay yes, I realize this is starting to sound very "hipster/counterculture-y" but I did actually wanna learn how to skateboard. I'd be lying if I said it wasn't to match my aesthetic AT ALL, however, I do also think it'd be useful. I hate having to walk everywhere on this campus I figure if I learned how to skateboard, I would be able to get to class faster and, therefore, wake up later, which is always the goal. And again, I just think because I wear beanies and vans anyway, I may as well learn how to skate so I don't look like the poser that I currently am.
4. Not Being Afraid
I realize this sounds too broad to be a new start, but it is important. I've noticed lately that I'm really afraid of trying new things. It's because I'm always afraid that I'm going to be bad at everything, it makes me not want to try things. And I know everyone is always like "well, you don't know if you never try" but anxiety makes trying hard. So I'm hoping that I'll become a little more adventurous and stop thinking that every experience is going to be garbage.
People engage in spring cleaning in the sense that they redecorate their houses and make sure everything looks nice. I wanna do that but with my mind, and my behavior.