Ah, "Grey's Anatomy," the show that rips your heart out several times a season. It's known for having large casts with characters who (tragically) die, or leave. The drama can be so intense we often forget that it's not real life. With season 12 wrapped up, and a confirmed 13th season, it's safe to say its loyal fans have felt a lot of feelings. Here are 30 thoughts all Grey's fans have had.

1. Where in the world is Izzie?

2. I still don't get how Ellis was pregnant and Meredith just didn't know.

3. Why is this carousel scene played so often? I'm starting to see it in my dreams.

4. OMG can you please stop giving Mer near death experiences, she's been through enough.

5. Anyone else think Amelia is just the most annoying person on this show?

6. Oh, and her and Owen are nothing compared to Christina and Owen.

7. Christina come back, Mer needs you.

8. Some days I love April, some days I wish she would just shut up.

9. Why did April sign divorce papers without telling Jackson she was pregnant?

10. Why are all these doctors so attractive? Are doctors this attractive IRL?

11. Cross kind of creeps me out.

12. O'Malley should of never left.

13. Lexie and Mark were the cutest couple on the show.

14. I don't think Callie and Arizona should have gotten divorced.

15. Wilson is too whiny, Mer doesn't want your man!

16. I cry every time a Derek flash back comes on.

17. I fell in love with Alex when he started crying after Meredith's attack.

I want a guy friend like that.

18. This may be old, but I still don't understand why Izzie and O'Malley ever dated.

Weirdest thing to ever happen to the show.

19. No second, the musical was the weirdest.

20. As annoying as Amelia can be, Meredith needs to stop being so hard on her and forgive -- that girl needs a sister.

21. Why does no one talk about how beautiful Wilson is? Definitely #WCW

22. Seriously, where are their kids while the doctors are at the hospital or at a bar?

Do they have live-in Nannies? Seriously confused.

23. Having all women as the chiefs of all departments is awesome. Girl power!

24. I still have no clue how Meredith works with Penny.

25. If another person dies, I may have to commit myself to a mental hospital.

26. I kind of wish the interns were as crazy as Lexie's class.

27. Ugh, I miss Lexie.

28. I wish I was as smart as Pierce.

29. One half dreading the drama next season, one half anxiously waiting for it.

30. I don't know what I'm going to do with my life when the show ends.