1. I'm not that drunk. I've only had a few glasses, perhaps a couple bottles.

2. I don't usually drink that much. Maybe three or four times a week. It really depends on how bad it gets.

3. I do not remember much from before. I try to suppress things; swallow the love I felt until it digests in my stomach and leaves my body. It's all sh*t anyway.

4. I remember everything.

5. I almost called my ex, but I guess I forgot I had deleted his number awhile ago.

6. I don't mind that he broke me, and I hope he is doing okay. He deserves the happiness he never received.

7. I pray for the day he breaks. What about the happiness he stole from me?

8. I am terrified my new love will leave like the last. How am I supposed to keep my doors unlocked when all people see is an illuminated exit sign?

9. I haven't had anymore late-night panic attacks.

10. I am letting go of him, his hands, and his lips.

11. Maybe he and I could be friends again. We could make it work.

12. I am fine with how things ended.

13. I think about that night over and over again. For awhile, I was angry too.

14. I dyed my hair blue. I could've chosen pink or purple or green, but I chose blue.

15. Blue was his favorite color.

16. I miss him more than I intended to.

17. Maybe he misses me too.

18. If I meet someone new, it is not considered cheating to want someone that will never come back. Right?

19. He never loved me anyway.

20. I still love him. I feel like drinking.

21. I always hated the smell of vodka, but it tastes so good coming from his lips.

22. I never said I was drunk on alcohol.

23. He is intoxicating.